I messed up!!

I messed up...

            I can't believe I went to that party. What was I thinking!?! I wish I would have just listened to my gut and stuck with no. I should have went home. I can't believe I let Rachel talk me into this. Everything is spinning and all I remember is the pain I felt IT hurt me. I think I'm gonna be sick. Everybody hates me. Last night is still a blur, but I saw people being arrested as I ran towards the woods. I didn't mean to call the cops. I panicked. I had no one to help me or tell me what was going on. I'm sorry to everyone who was affected. I didn't mean to hurt anyone...